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Thursday, November 09, 2006

Hey Peeps. I'm Finally Back!!! WAHAHA. eeps><. Okay, finally posting affter a looong time. I'll promise after the exams I'm going to make either this blog undusty or perhaps create another blog too... alrighty!! Going now...cya

sharon was alone 11:58 AM

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Confused Soul, poor thing.
How I miss- ah wells, no use talking now.
Let's see, topic....
Is love everything?
so random.... kill me

sharon was alone 5:52 PM

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

>> Havent posted for AGES.... I guess no one ever visits this place anymore (not like anyone actually did). Ah wells, not much been going round lately- just clearing my room. Well, my room's like REALLY messy, so, I've been trying to give it a new makeover. ( that'll probably last for a day....uh>< ) I'll try and post up more... for my own's sake. Hmm, actually realised that quite a lot of on the spot poems are created on my last posts. O_o

Lofty as the lotus's cleave,
Boldly as the sand,
Defys the gushing water's flow,
Is one and one in that.

Tetereia, murmurs the tadpoles,
Whisperings all hushed away.
Gracefully, as the swan's petals,
Shall she, come to rest at bay.

>> Oh wells, gtg now, guess i'll see ya soon....(let's hope, won't we? )

sharon was alone 10:33 AM

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Monday, February 06, 2006

Don't look back

Don't look back
Even if you don't want to leave,
And you can still hear the soft calling,
Remember the memories.

Don't look back,
Even if your heart's breaking.
Torn apart by two worlds
and still walking.

Don't look back;
End that tunnel.
Even when your tears start flowing,
And you long still to go back.

Don't look back, Chihiro,
I'll say, even though i don't want you to leave...
And as i gaze upon your disappearing form
far away in the distance,
Hope that you will forget.

Forget me, and
this place,
which once held a memory so clear.
And though it pains me this way,
it's all good.

And when your years start passing,
It's torturing when I stand there, and you can't see me...
But even so,
Don't look back.
And as I let my tears freely flow,
I'll wish for you to start a life anew.
Anew in your human world,
as i watch over you with bittersweet tears.
Softly whispering," Don't look back"

Lavonia

A poem for haku and chihiro in spirited away. Just read one of their fanfics and im so touched ><. I really think spirited away ROX!! Haiz, havent been updating for pretty looong, oh wells.
Finally updated. Now, i gtg. Cya, peeps/

sharon was alone 1:10 AM

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Hurried Greetings,
Now,
Saying goodbye.
Nothing Else
Left to say... Just
Open
Your eyes.

Wonder in search of a peasent, shaggled home.
In shambles he lives, yet poor gives him lone.
People in search for a question once formed;
Yet answer lies not in riches but in soul.

Dear traveller, braving danger, you travelled
real far. Yet journey ends in this temple, lone one.
Small temples that hides great secrets, it is.
Yet the hidden are not meant to be found, so it seems.

Curses, Charms, Black magic of old.
Keep thy hidden secrets untold.
Leave your body, never to return;
In company of fellow travellers
Seek, For the very same answer
For a whole new History.

But, alas, young one.
Mankind has not earned it yet.
A key to the past, with magic intact.
A mysterious place, ah yes, but grand.
But one in which, science does not have.

Wonder in search of a peasent, shaggled home.
In shambles he lives, yet poor gives him lone.
The haunting lines of a first starting song,
Let it haunt you, Night after dawn.

..............

So, how's the poem? (not expecting an answer)
Oh wells, long since I wrote.

Sec 4 is definately soo much more stressful...i so feel the heat><

wish me luck.

sharon was alone 10:55 PM

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Sunday, December 25, 2005

Havent posted for a REALLY looong time. Ah wellz. Just wanna wish all a very merry christmas 2006. Celebrated christmas at my grandparents' house today....hmm
speechless
kill me.

sharon was alone 12:26 AM

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Monday, December 12, 2005

Havent been posting much lately. Loads of small and big happenings have been passing so fast, memories still blur by the events. Well, let's see... Just cut my hair on Saturday, and I think this time, it even worse than the last. Sigh. Life-saving course has started since last week and just touched down in Singapore on 2nd of December.

Have been shopping much lately,hmm

sharon was alone 11:14 AM

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It’s for the words that never come true
For tears that fall because of you.
In memories that fade as time slowly passes
Seeking of the world, all it’s wonders
But yet, if only you knew
What everything was about.
Seek- look it’s winter.
And as the snowflakes slowly set upon the ground,
Even as they melt when next spring comes,
They’ll still sigh for you;
For you’ll still not understand,
Still, not know why.
As autumn leaves fall again,
And dawn brings a new arising.
She’ll still be waiting for you.
Still be looking down that same old window,
Staring, at the long gone image of you,
Seeing the path that you once walked-
Now covered deep, fossilized in layers of snow,
And wonder.
Thinking,
of how life would be like if you had only knew.
Wondering,
Why she had fallen for a guy like you.
And even till that day,
I think you still did not understand.
All she wanted was not diamonds, rubies.
Not your money, property or popularity.
All she wanted,
Was- you.
Just a humble life, be it a torn ‘lil cottage
Or what ever notts.
Just , simply, to be with you.
Pity-
Because, you never knew.
And every year,
Like a habitual routine,
As winter comes, she’ll look out of the window.
And even when body and soul is exhausted,
Or even as she passes on,
You, never knew.
That she was always waiting, these past years,
That she never gave up on you, no matter what,
But, yet, you…
You
Never knew.

Just a short something. Sorry for not posting soo long ><. Got a haircut and this time I really think I screwed my hair up BIG time. Hmm, look at the time...better get going to bed. Cyaz

sharon was alone 2:07 AM

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