blacK solitude

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Havent posted for a REALLY looong time. Ah wellz. Just wanna wish all a very merry christmas 2006. Celebrated christmas at my grandparents' house today....hmm
speechless
kill me.

sharon was alone 12:26 AM

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Monday, December 12, 2005

Havent been posting much lately. Loads of small and big happenings have been passing so fast, memories still blur by the events. Well, let's see... Just cut my hair on Saturday, and I think this time, it even worse than the last. Sigh. Life-saving course has started since last week and just touched down in Singapore on 2nd of December.

Have been shopping much lately,hmm

sharon was alone 11:14 AM

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It’s for the words that never come true
For tears that fall because of you.
In memories that fade as time slowly passes
Seeking of the world, all it’s wonders
But yet, if only you knew
What everything was about.
Seek- look it’s winter.
And as the snowflakes slowly set upon the ground,
Even as they melt when next spring comes,
They’ll still sigh for you;
For you’ll still not understand,
Still, not know why.
As autumn leaves fall again,
And dawn brings a new arising.
She’ll still be waiting for you.
Still be looking down that same old window,
Staring, at the long gone image of you,
Seeing the path that you once walked-
Now covered deep, fossilized in layers of snow,
And wonder.
Thinking,
of how life would be like if you had only knew.
Wondering,
Why she had fallen for a guy like you.
And even till that day,
I think you still did not understand.
All she wanted was not diamonds, rubies.
Not your money, property or popularity.
All she wanted,
Was- you.
Just a humble life, be it a torn ‘lil cottage
Or what ever notts.
Just , simply, to be with you.
Pity-
Because, you never knew.
And every year,
Like a habitual routine,
As winter comes, she’ll look out of the window.
And even when body and soul is exhausted,
Or even as she passes on,
You, never knew.
That she was always waiting, these past years,
That she never gave up on you, no matter what,
But, yet, you…
You
Never knew.

Just a short something. Sorry for not posting soo long ><. Got a haircut and this time I really think I screwed my hair up BIG time. Hmm, look at the time...better get going to bed. Cyaz

sharon was alone 2:07 AM

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Friday, December 02, 2005

I'm back! I really stink >< . Weather down there is soooooooooo different from Singapore, and for this past travelling week, so many stuff has happened. My legs are aching really badly now, better go rest. Just wrote to say hi^^

sharon was alone 11:08 PM

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